and when i remind myself how much she must need it, i don't feel so bad anymore. i know that this weakness is a direct product of this looming sickness. it's just nice to get a pat on the back. although i guess i haven't really been trying all that hard. well, yes but no.
I feel like I'm half-closed. oh i wish i didn't need the money so bad. i would stay home and i dunno, eat salad or whatevz. i need to take better care of myself but alas, candy is so dandy. what am i saying. what am i saying. what am i saying.
