placebo pizza love missile

last nite ended on a sour note, which left me a bit resentful since it was my first friday off in quite a while... I won't get into graphic detail on this public platform but someone was straight up actin' a fool. made a huge ass of himself and said/did a lot of hurtful things to his friends and loved ones. I hope he gets better, straightens his shyt out and finds better ways of dealing with his problems. however I don't want to see his fucking face for a while either. // Joe leaves for tour tomorrow at 5AM and I am sad. oookay okay okay. he's not gonna be gone super long. but still, a week is long enough to miss him. especially since he's gunna be moving outta the province soon as well. Epic Sadface.

oh sugarpiehoneybunch. 

he so handsome, ah.

:(

Joseph Chamandy Appreciation***

he got dat superbass

darling I'mma miss you when you're gone.

I love you more than you can possibly understand, ah.

I AM CONVINCED I HAVE CANCER part eighty thousand and one

omg guys. My eye hurts so bad it can only mean I have a fatal disease eating up my face slowly. and naturally, it doesn't really show. Like, if you get super close to my face you can kinda see a little red bump under my lower lashes, but the swelling itself isn't all that pronounced soooo obv Joe thinks I'm faking. Which I'm not. Everytime I blink it feels like DAGGERS&FLAMES all over the left side of my face in the area contained by my cheekbone, the bridge of my nose and everything else under my fucking eyebrow.  Clearly this means my face is falling apart and I am going to die slowly. saaaaaadness.

Seriously, why can't I have one of those. when the wind blows in my face I legit feel like I'm getting punched in the eye.  I'm sad. Ointment = not enuf.